hidden

now you can't see this blog from my profile because i'm using the account for a school one too, and since i don't want them to see this i hid it

i'm supposed to blog about the earthquake, bullocks!

i'm cranky and bored

FUUU

Sleeping time

I hate the fact that every single grown up I know, except for my psychiatrist, thinks that my sleeping hours are abnormal, I go to bed at 5am aprox and then wake up at 11 am, well this is only in vacations so why all the fuss about it?

I hate the way I wrote this and always will, but i'm not inspired. Not anymore.

Today is 9/02/10 aka 90210 aka beverly hills zip code

Blessed with lucky 7s

I was born the seventh day of a month, I'm supposed to be intelligent and stuff

Well I don't even believe it anymore, all those lucky sevens that had been attributed to me seem an illusion, I'm lost, inevitably and indefinitely lost.


There you go with your lucky 7

I needed to vent

This is my blog so I can do what I think it's best, right? That was a rhetorical question, so screw you if you don't want to read don't even bother to complain. I have no friends, and I mean it, so in this boring moment I wonder how the fuck did I get here? To this stage in my life where I can absolutely do nothing, I'm completely trapped by my stupidity. I dug a hole, at first to hide from this hurting world, but I've been hiding for too long and the exit is way too high for me to reach, so I just lay inside feeling self pity, depression, angst, remorse, misery and all those sorts of things.

And I really needed to get this thoughts out of my mind/chest, but since I've got no one to do it with I just vent here, tired of waiting for some never coming help, help I never really got, though they say I just didn't take it, well, for them, fuck you.

Better Later than never

I'm really sorry i haven't posted anything here, but tumblr has consumed me completely lol.

So here you have a few pics I've found.

Cheap Publicity

I've got a tumblr now thx to miss Cee Cee it's called Stiritupalilbit check it out sometime, like someday xd thx
randomness is all I'm up for

getting sthing out of my chest

A veces necesitamos sacar ciertas cosas, el problema es que a veces las llevas tan fuera que ya no te pertenecen

en este momento estoy encerrado, por mis pensamientos, por mis miedos, mis errores, mis esperanzas y desesperanzas, pero por sobre todo expectativas de un futuro que probablemente nunca llegue

interview with myself

Wednesday, December 9

Copied from Camille, you can check her blog out too :B

1. WHEN YOU LOOKED AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR TODAY, WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT?
I'm so sleepy why did i wake up so early

2. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU?
5ooo chileanpesos

3. A WORD THAT RHYMES WITH "DOOR"?
Gore?

4. FAVOURITE PLANET?
Neptune, the king of the seas

5. WHO IS THE 4th PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST ON YOUR MOBILE?
my cellphone doesn't reach a fourth person in the missed calls (it's nu, so ...)

7. WHAT SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A green Levi's polo shirt

8. DO YOU "LABEL" YOURSELF AS ANYTHING?
as a procrastinator

9. NAME THE SHOE BRAND YOU ARE WEARING.
no shoes, only socks

10. BRIGHT OR DARK ROOM?
Dark actually i can hardly see anything else than the monitor.

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TOOK THIS SURVEY?
mmm another bored person like mois

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
listening to random music, playing some facebook lame game

14. WHAT DID YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED ON YOUR MOBILE SAID?
no messages

15. WHERE IS YOUR MAILBOX?
Just in my imagination

16. A PHRASE YOU SAY A LOT?
lprostituirse es malo

17. WHO TOLD YOU HE/SHE LOVED YOU LAST?
has anyone ever told me that?

18. LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
a weird cushion

19. HOW MANY DRUGS HAVE YOU DONE IN THE LAST 3 DAYS?
2 pills in the morning one in the night and severall glasses of coke

21. FAVOURITE AGE YOU'VE BEEN SO FAR?
4 maybe

22. YOUR WORST ENEMY?
sports

23. CURRENT IMAGE ON YOUR DESKTOP?
a landscape with a tree in the middle and some fantasy lines and stripes around it

24. WHAT WA THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE?
ok adiós

25. IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN A MILLION BUCKS OR TO BE ABLE TO FLY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
fly:B

26. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
maybe

27. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO?
alejandro xD

28. IF THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE WAS GETTING SHOT AT, WOULD YOU JUMP IN FRONT OF THE BULLET?
yes

29. IF YOU COULD PUNCH ONE PERSON IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW, WHO WOULD IT BE?
spongebob, chucky and scarecrow

30. WHAT IS THE CLOSEST OBJECT TO YOUR LEFT FOOT?
my right thigh

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
in my right knee, surgery, remotion of a big mole

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
wall paper and paint

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
i think i sometime grind my teeth

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

too much to ask xD

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
nop

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
it's private so i won't answer.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
many things and people

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
my blanket, i sleep with it just like linus does

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
1.70m i've been told, but now officially measured

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
yes sometimes and with big crowds it only gets worse

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
nope

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
someone i don't want to name but they might know

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
i have too many of them

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
it doesn't matter, they all've been different

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?

i'd like to propose like jumping out of a plane or in the top of a mountain or something new.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?

depends on the ocassion, if it's just passing time i rather drink coffee but if it's like a party or so i don't think a cup of coffee would be apropriate

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese, extra cheese, cheesy pops, and more cheese

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a piece of marzipan

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
green

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Nope.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?

i think a letter someone gave me.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?

no i have tons xD

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
yes i can put both of my feet behind my neck and i can also do weird stuff with my fingers and hands and neck and... pretty much every joint

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?

don't know

25. WHO IS YOUR FAV FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
meryl streep/ jack nicholson

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET(S) RIGHT NOW?
yeah it's name it's dirt or florencia but we call her malicio

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
a tiny lil specie

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING
yes

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
4

31. BLONDS OR BRUNETTES?
somewhere in between?

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
one from aristoteles about friendship

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
searching it

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
yes.... but i'd like to be inside some day

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
too many to tell, they show by themselves

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
yes but not hollywood famous xD

37. FIRST JOB?
uncle's shop

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
i hope so

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
beeing bored

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yes

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
hair, inteligence. (¿?)

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
yes

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
maybe a nu cellphone or some clothes or shoes dunno.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
2 maximum 3, maybe trinidad or eloisa and dunno the boy name is harder

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes mum's brother who lived like 3 weeks

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
grease, every kind of

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
breaks?

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
do not remember the name something with sunflower i remember the drawing xD

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
absolutely hate it, though i like my stylographic pen writing it's very long and cool

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
mashed potatoes and sausage?

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
crack my neck, bare foot all day long, unhealthy food, sarcasm, trouble sleeping

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
you can't even imagine how much

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i don't think so

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
no, i do believe in commitment

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?

Yes it gives you important info about a person, but it's not the most important thing

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Crying or talking dunno, always with music

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
rule the world wuahaha..... em not? well dunno

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
a panda bear and a dog and a simba too and my batmans and my trains

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
more or less... 0

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
nope

63. DO YOU USE SCARCASM?
Me? how dare you?

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
long live the maccaroni

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
co, francisco, pancho, cococho, cocoldo, panchito, pelao

67. IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD IT?
flying

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?

house maybe.

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
killing them slowly and painfully in a very humilliating way

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
amaretto i think :B

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
yes

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
desktop and notebook

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
going to bathroom brush my teeth take off my contacts put on a pijama and sleep

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
france, monaco, england, new york

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
doesnt matter probably i won't read everyone's answer, id read just the ppl that matter

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
nothing :O:O it's a miracle!!

77. THE LAST THING YOU DRANK?
berries juice, artificially flavoured

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
carolina salinas

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes, neck, hands

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
music, music, music, tv, did i mention music?

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
comunism

82. Favorite season?
winter

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
anise ones

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
nop

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
light brown with weird shades of every color in the world

86. EYE COLOR?
brown

87. SHOE SIZE?
40 i think but i wear them bigger cuz it's comfy

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
mc donald's

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
dunno

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
not really

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
yes of course

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
don't have one

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
i know how to play severall but playing them is different..... i know flute harmonica zampoña ocarina some piano and a tiny bit of guitar

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
i'd be republican if i was american but i don't believe in things they do

95. KiSSES OR HUGS?

like the movie never been kissed i can only say hugs

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
repeat, believe in commitmet so relationship is the obvious answer

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
coke

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
im not a woman duh

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
none

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE?

non existing