This is my blog so I can do what I think it's best, right? That was a rhetorical question, so screw you if you don't want to read don't even bother to complain. I have no friends, and I mean it, so in this boring moment I wonder how the fuck did I get here? To this stage in my life where I can absolutely do nothing, I'm completely trapped by my stupidity. I dug a hole, at first to hide from this hurting world, but I've been hiding for too long and the exit is way too high for me to reach, so I just lay inside feeling self pity, depression, angst, remorse, misery and all those sorts of things.
And I really needed to get this thoughts out of my mind/chest, but since I've got no one to do it with I just vent here, tired of waiting for some never coming help, help I never really got, though they say I just didn't take it, well, for them, fuck you.
