interview with myself

Wednesday, December 9

Copied from Camille, you can check her blog out too :B

1. WHEN YOU LOOKED AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR TODAY, WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT?
I'm so sleepy why did i wake up so early

2. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU?
5ooo chileanpesos

3. A WORD THAT RHYMES WITH "DOOR"?
Gore?

4. FAVOURITE PLANET?
Neptune, the king of the seas

5. WHO IS THE 4th PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST ON YOUR MOBILE?
my cellphone doesn't reach a fourth person in the missed calls (it's nu, so ...)

7. WHAT SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A green Levi's polo shirt

8. DO YOU "LABEL" YOURSELF AS ANYTHING?
as a procrastinator

9. NAME THE SHOE BRAND YOU ARE WEARING.
no shoes, only socks

10. BRIGHT OR DARK ROOM?
Dark actually i can hardly see anything else than the monitor.

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TOOK THIS SURVEY?
mmm another bored person like mois

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
listening to random music, playing some facebook lame game

14. WHAT DID YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED ON YOUR MOBILE SAID?
no messages

15. WHERE IS YOUR MAILBOX?
Just in my imagination

16. A PHRASE YOU SAY A LOT?
lprostituirse es malo

17. WHO TOLD YOU HE/SHE LOVED YOU LAST?
has anyone ever told me that?

18. LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
a weird cushion

19. HOW MANY DRUGS HAVE YOU DONE IN THE LAST 3 DAYS?
2 pills in the morning one in the night and severall glasses of coke

21. FAVOURITE AGE YOU'VE BEEN SO FAR?
4 maybe

22. YOUR WORST ENEMY?
sports

23. CURRENT IMAGE ON YOUR DESKTOP?
a landscape with a tree in the middle and some fantasy lines and stripes around it

24. WHAT WA THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE?
ok adiós

25. IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN A MILLION BUCKS OR TO BE ABLE TO FLY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
fly:B

26. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
maybe

27. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO?
alejandro xD

28. IF THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE WAS GETTING SHOT AT, WOULD YOU JUMP IN FRONT OF THE BULLET?
yes

29. IF YOU COULD PUNCH ONE PERSON IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW, WHO WOULD IT BE?
spongebob, chucky and scarecrow

30. WHAT IS THE CLOSEST OBJECT TO YOUR LEFT FOOT?
my right thigh

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
in my right knee, surgery, remotion of a big mole

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
wall paper and paint

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
i think i sometime grind my teeth

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

too much to ask xD

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
nop

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
it's private so i won't answer.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
many things and people

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
my blanket, i sleep with it just like linus does

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
1.70m i've been told, but now officially measured

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
yes sometimes and with big crowds it only gets worse

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
nope

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
someone i don't want to name but they might know

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
i have too many of them

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
it doesn't matter, they all've been different

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?

i'd like to propose like jumping out of a plane or in the top of a mountain or something new.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?

depends on the ocassion, if it's just passing time i rather drink coffee but if it's like a party or so i don't think a cup of coffee would be apropriate

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese, extra cheese, cheesy pops, and more cheese

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a piece of marzipan

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
green

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Nope.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?

i think a letter someone gave me.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?

no i have tons xD

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
yes i can put both of my feet behind my neck and i can also do weird stuff with my fingers and hands and neck and... pretty much every joint

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?

don't know

25. WHO IS YOUR FAV FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
meryl streep/ jack nicholson

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET(S) RIGHT NOW?
yeah it's name it's dirt or florencia but we call her malicio

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
a tiny lil specie

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING
yes

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
4

31. BLONDS OR BRUNETTES?
somewhere in between?

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
one from aristoteles about friendship

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
searching it

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
yes.... but i'd like to be inside some day

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
too many to tell, they show by themselves

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
yes but not hollywood famous xD

37. FIRST JOB?
uncle's shop

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
i hope so

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
beeing bored

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yes

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
hair, inteligence. (¿?)

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
yes

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
maybe a nu cellphone or some clothes or shoes dunno.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
2 maximum 3, maybe trinidad or eloisa and dunno the boy name is harder

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes mum's brother who lived like 3 weeks

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
grease, every kind of

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
breaks?

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
do not remember the name something with sunflower i remember the drawing xD

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
absolutely hate it, though i like my stylographic pen writing it's very long and cool

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
mashed potatoes and sausage?

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
crack my neck, bare foot all day long, unhealthy food, sarcasm, trouble sleeping

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
you can't even imagine how much

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i don't think so

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
no, i do believe in commitment

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?

Yes it gives you important info about a person, but it's not the most important thing

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Crying or talking dunno, always with music

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
rule the world wuahaha..... em not? well dunno

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
a panda bear and a dog and a simba too and my batmans and my trains

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
more or less... 0

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
nope

63. DO YOU USE SCARCASM?
Me? how dare you?

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
long live the maccaroni

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
co, francisco, pancho, cococho, cocoldo, panchito, pelao

67. IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD IT?
flying

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?

house maybe.

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
killing them slowly and painfully in a very humilliating way

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
amaretto i think :B

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
yes

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
desktop and notebook

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
going to bathroom brush my teeth take off my contacts put on a pijama and sleep

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
france, monaco, england, new york

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
doesnt matter probably i won't read everyone's answer, id read just the ppl that matter

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
nothing :O:O it's a miracle!!

77. THE LAST THING YOU DRANK?
berries juice, artificially flavoured

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
carolina salinas

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes, neck, hands

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
music, music, music, tv, did i mention music?

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
comunism

82. Favorite season?
winter

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
anise ones

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
nop

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
light brown with weird shades of every color in the world

86. EYE COLOR?
brown

87. SHOE SIZE?
40 i think but i wear them bigger cuz it's comfy

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
mc donald's

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
dunno

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
not really

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
yes of course

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
don't have one

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
i know how to play severall but playing them is different..... i know flute harmonica zampoña ocarina some piano and a tiny bit of guitar

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
i'd be republican if i was american but i don't believe in things they do

95. KiSSES OR HUGS?

like the movie never been kissed i can only say hugs

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
repeat, believe in commitmet so relationship is the obvious answer

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
coke

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
im not a woman duh

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
none

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE?

non existing

Help(less)

Right after you ate my heart
You ate my brain

Azufre y miel

You ate my heart out

I don't know how to start this post, so as you can read, I'm writing that I don't know what to start with. Second I'd like to say that I'm not going to school at the moment all because of mental issues, no, not crazy, just depressed, no, not just, totally depressed. And I don't like talking about it but i really want to talk about the fact that everyone tell me that i have to make an effort, and put of my side in order to get better, but what they don't really get is that the very act of speaking with them is a big effort, breathing, waking up, and everything else.
I don't wanna turn this into a please understand me entry, so i wanna say that all i need, yeah like radiohead's song is that i closed the friendships and almost friendships office. The last category has a big list.

I forgot that i was talking about me not going to school, it's very relaxing not going to school

no tests, no homework (never did it, anyways), no waking up every day and not seeing some classmates is a relief for me.
I really tried, but i can't stand, some say i don't try, that i need to be more open, but i say what i think, but i can't afford saying everything i feel cause it gives someone else the power of hurting me, bad. Well it doesn't mean that they don't hurt me, but consciousness of it would make it all worse.

And I believe that i get attached too easily, but it's not mutual. And people sometimes say that i'm cold or stuff but it's just me protecting the inner me. And it all hurts, it feels like a big weight over my chest, it's not even metaphoric, it's real.

Dunno why nor how i turned this into a self therapy thing, but the truth is that, if life is about making mistakes, I've lived too much i guess.

El canto del Loco

Si Matrix fue recargado, yo estoy recagado. Lisa y llanamente, to the bone.

Me da lata explicar todo.

Pero debo decir que sigo cometiendo los mismos errores, confiar, creer, esperar.

:B

Blog temporalmente cerrado

There's a Cricket in my Room

There's a cricket in my room
Singing sweetly his beautiful song
My lonesome company after this lonesome journey

They say crickets bring luck, I deeply hope that sentence is true.

Salt & ¿Sugar?, Suerte

Creo que seré un poco redundante, pero así es mi existencia en esta etapa, estoy cansado emocionalmente, creo que soy tan inestable como nada en el mundo. Dicen por ahí que la suerte acompaña a quienes se esfuerzan por lo que quieren, quizás ese es el dilema

Wise men say, only fools rush in

You were always on my mind

You must have been kissing a fool
You are far
I'm never gonna be your star
I'll pick up the pieces
And mend my heart
Maybe I'll be strong enough
I don't know where to start
But I'll never find
Peace of mind
While I listen to my heart

Catch me up I'm getting out of here

F-U-C-K Y-O-U

Estoy completamente harto de todo, de esperar, de creer, de tener que ver el tiempo pasar frente a mi sin poder detenerlo, de darle innecesaria importancia a ridiculeces que no le interesan a nadie.

Soy incapaz de aguantar el colegio, me resulta una experiencia en extremo tortuosa.

I can't stand it

Prostituirse es malo

Conocen a las ostras? Bueno, me aburro como ellas.
Then the conversation stopped then I looked down at my feet, I was next to you and you were right there next to me (Yeah I know, unbelievable)
All these things that I've done

If you can't hold on, hold on.