Disappointed

If you were a little bit more aware of things that surround you, this ideas might've have never come to this mind.

It's hard for me to carry on,
you disappointed me to the bone, really
and I thought this might be it
But it seems I can't predict the future when it comes to you
you disappointed me
to the point I'm not even able to say it nor stand up
this might be the right channel for me to talk
so I think this is the time to let go.
I may never forget you, but at least I have the choice of still be free,
and I hope this time, the oh so renamed time will heal my wounds, for good.
This may not make sense to you, but for me it does.