From a Mess to the Masses

Loads of things

2012-01-23T00:44:00.002-03:00

I'm going to Uni

I start the 5th of March

I'll be studying to become a dentist

I don't know if I want to, but I guess It'll do

I don't really know what to say

2011-12-23T13:03:00.002-03:00

Neglectful of this blog

But I don't have much to tell

I think I want everyone to stop having expectations

I need to realise what I want

emphasising the I

2011-11-17T03:43:00.003-03:00

Sometimes I wonder if things get better

But that's just wondering

because I know I don't want them to get better

I don't deserve them to

Paradise

2011-11-16T01:54:00.001-03:00

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
and dreamed of Paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
and the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly

and dreams of Paradise
She'd dream of Paradise

And so lying underneath those stormy skies
She'd say, "oh, I know the sun must set to rise"

This could be Paradise

2011-11-15T03:30:00.000-03:00

the main reason i will never be okay
is because i don't want to be okay

2011-11-13T20:30:00.001-03:00

I've been neglecting my blog for a long time
but I don't know what to say
or to do
I feel lost
and I doubt I'll be getting into college next year

2011-10-30T16:07:00.000-03:00

I don't know what to study

2011-10-30T00:21:00.001-03:00

I'm sad

Every once in a while

I come to realise how lonely I am

Short Infinished Story

2011-10-19T12:24:00.000-03:00

It was dark, but the glow of the moon lit the ground, where small
ponds left after the rain, reflected, the now clear night sky.

The naked bricks of the old building were still humid, the leaks on
the roof still let the remaining water in, the waterdrops made a
distinctive sound, sharp, almost metallic, as they reached the marbled
floor of the abandoned construction

It was dark, but a firefly came inside through the broken glass in a
window. A big room on the second floor, a wall mirror, an arm chair, a
chaise longue, navigation devices over a desk, and books, books that
occupied the many shelves.

The firefly landed over sheets of paper left next to a pen and an
empty bottle of ink. The letters were incomplete, all of them, the
paper was yellow after all those years; when he ran away before he
could give her that message, as he grabbed his suitcase and left to
never see her again.

2011-09-29T02:08:00.001-03:00

I haven't been living, there's not much to post

2011-09-19T23:02:00.002-03:00

Johnny's always running around, trying to find certainty.
He needs all the world to confirm, that he aint lonely

Mary counts walls, knows he tires easily

Johnny thinks the world would be right, if it would buy, truth from him.
Mary says he changes his mind, more than a woman.

But she made her bed, even when the chance was slim.

Johnny says he's willing to learn, when he decides, he's a fool.
Johnny say's he'll live any where, when he earns time to.

Mary combs her hair, says she should be use to it.

Mary always hedges her bets, she never knows, what to think.
She says that he still acts, like he's being discovered.

Scared that he'll get caught, without a second thought

Johnny feels he's wasting his breath, trying to talk, sense to her
Mary says he's lacking a real, sense of proportion
So she combs her hair, knows he tires easily

Johnny's always running around, trying to find certainty.
He needs all the world to confirm, that he aint lonely

Mary counts walls, says she should be use to it

Then I was in the darkness

2011-09-09T23:44:00.001-03:00

So darkness I became

Changed my theme

2011-09-03T15:27:00.001-03:00

feedback?

2011-09-01T23:58:00.000-03:00

I'm just too bad at this
I don't know how to be happy I guess

2011-08-30T17:57:00.000-03:00

i've come to the realisation that song speak better for me

this is not a song but idk

Though I am old with wandering
Through hollow lands and hilly lands,
I will find out where she has gone
And kiss her lips and take her hands;
And walk among long dappled grass,
And pluck till time and times are done
The silver apples of the moon,
The golden apples of the sun.

Iron

2011-08-19T21:41:00.001-04:00

2nd post of the day

2011-08-17T19:55:00.001-04:00

2 unrelated things

2011-08-17T19:49:00.000-04:00

darling stop confusing me
with your wishful thinking
hopeful enbraces
don't you understand?
i have to go through this
i belong to here where
no-one cares and no-one loves
no light no air to live in
a place called hate
the city of fear

i play dead
it stops the hurting
i play dead
and hurting stops

it's sometimes just like sleeping
curling up inside my private tortures
i nestle into pain
hug suffering
caress every ache

i play dead
it stops the hurting

Up to date

2011-07-26T18:38:00.003-04:00

Well I've been neglecting my blog for a while but let's update it:

I went to watch Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows part 2
I also watched Transformers 3
I got my driver's license
I got a Plurk (@meursault92)
I watched more Studio Ghibli films

Февраль. Достать чернил и плакать!

Писать о феврале навзрыд,
Пока грохочущая слякоть
Весною черною горит.

Достать пролетку. За шесть гривен,
Чрез благовест, чрез клик колес,
Перенестись туда, где ливень
Еще шумней чернил и слез.

Где, как обугленные груши,
С деревьев тысячи грачей
Сорвутся в лужи и обрушат
Сухую грусть на дно очей.

Под ней проталины чернеют,
И ветер криками изрыт,
И чем случайней, тем вернее
Слагаются стихи навзрыд.

Internet killed the video star

2011-07-11T18:25:00.002-04:00

2011-07-11T12:42:00.002-04:00

by popular the demand i will tell you

Mr. Jack Troppos

our physics professor

2011-07-05T23:53:00.002-04:00

hay una persona que admiro mucho pero, tiene visiones muy distintas, política y económicamente

there's a person i admire very much, but has very different visions politically and economically wise

me aburro

i'm bored

L'amour n'est pas amour

2011-06-29T14:14:00.002-04:00

L'amour n'est pas amour

Oh non ! C’est une marque à jamais établie

There's a new mini-monkey in town

And I am a namazu

Part 1 - Untitled

2011-06-15T10:12:00.003-04:00

Se enjugó el mentón, parpadeó unos segundos hasta que la ultima de aquellas frías gotas, que lo obnubilaban, hubiese caído. Levantó la mirada, nada más se divisaba al sur que apacibles abetos, disfrutaban de los rayos de sol que ese día de invierno generosamente otorgaba, mismos rayos que destellaron en su rostro, al observar el reflejo de aquel escenario sobre la superficie del riachuelo en que había permanecido durante durante las horas de la mañana. El sonido de los pájaros, el tenue murmullo del viento a través de las ramas, los guijarros, que anunciaban el la crecida del afluente tras el deshielo de las montañas, que aún se encontraban cubiertas de nieve, que a su vez hacían notorio el cambio de temporada.

Su ropa perfumada por las margaritas, estaba ya seca.

Mucous Pocus!

2011-05-25T11:43:00.003-04:00

I really want to watch Pirates of the Caribbean: on Stranger Tides

(Mainly because of the best mermaid of all times)

My heart is pierced by Cupid, I disdain all glittering gold

Come all you pretty fair maids, whoever you may be

Who love a jolly sailor bold that ploughs the raging sea

I'm really sick too, but that's a boring story

2011-05-23T23:43:00.002-04:00

taisetsu na mono wo ushina wa nu youni

i don't speak japanese

but i like these lyrics

i'm quite an oxymoron

or maybe a paradox

what about both?

i really need to remind myself about some things

2011-04-27T13:03:00.000-03:00

I spied a little gnome

2011-04-22T13:28:00.002-03:00

What if each to his own lonely grave?

2011-04-21T01:12:00.000-03:00

2011-03-30T10:39:00.001-03:00

It's sad to realise all the broken promises

All the meaningless words

2011-03-19T00:55:00.000-03:00

2011-03-06T16:27:00.000-03:00

Someone like you

2011-03-01T21:40:00.003-03:00

I don't particularly relate to the lyrics, but Adele manages to transmit such emotions so powerfully, the wide range displayed on her voice is astonishing, I've been obsessing with this song, so here are the lyrics and a link to a performance for Brit's Music Awards, they way her voice breaks because she starts crying makes it even greater

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQIQ-1vpWfs

2011-02-24T20:49:00.001-03:00

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

2011-02-20T19:34:00.000-03:00

Camille, have you bought film?

It rhymed^ hehe

2011-02-11T01:25:00.001-03:00

I love rain

I love thunders

I love lightnings

They make me feel relieved

They make me feel clean

They make me feel calm

Self centred post as usual

but i feel a tad better

2011-01-29T22:25:00.002-03:00

I'm feeling anxious

I don't want this to be a depressed blog

but this is just something I need to write

I deleted almost everyone on msn and I also deleted my facebook account

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2011-01-29T22:18:00.000-03:00

Cher Alouette

2011-01-15T11:00:00.001-03:00

Two Birds

2011-01-15T10:49:00.001-03:00

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away and the other
Watches him close from that wire
He says he wants to as well but he is a liar

I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand

Two birds on a wire
One says come on and the other says I'm tired
The sky is overcast and I'm sorry
One more or one less, nobody's worried

I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand

Two birds of a feather
Say that they're always gonna stay together
But one's never going to let go of that wire
He says that he will but he's just a liar

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away and the other
Watches him close from that wire
He says he wants to as well but he is a liar

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away and the other

Dance Anthem of the 80's

2011-01-15T10:46:00.001-03:00

You...are...so...sweet...
Dan...cing...to the...beat
There's a meat market down the street
The boys and the girls watch each other eat

You are, so sweet, so sweet
Dancing and moving to that beat, that beat
There's a meat market down the street
The boys and the girls watch each other eat
The boys and the girls watch each other eat
When they really just wanna watch each other
Sleep
They want to watch
To watch each other
Sleep, sleep, sleep
Sleep
They want to watch
To watch each other
Sleep, sleep, sleep

You. Are. So. Sweet.
Once more
You. Are. So. Sweet.

I went walking
Through the city
Like a drunk but not
With my slip
Shown a little
Like a drunk but not

And I am
One of your people
But the cars don't stop
And I am
One of your people
But the cars don't stop

It's been a long time since before I've been touched
Now I'm getting touched all the time
And it's only a matter of whom
And it's only a matter of when

An addiction to hands and feet
There's a meat market down the street
The boys and girls watch each other eat
When they really wanna watch each other sleep

An addiction to hands and feet
There's a meat market down the street
The boys and girls watch each other eat

When they really wanna watch each other sleep

Sleep
They want to watch
To watch each other
Sleep, sleep, sleep
Sleep
They want to watch
To watch each other
Sleep, sleep, sleep

2011-01-07T00:50:00.005-03:00

This is a letter to someone

But somehow this is a letter to no one

But somehow this is a letter to you.

As the sun arose for the first time

and the moon was just aside

a glimpse of light fell upon my wing

I glanced at the sky

then back down to the grass

then floated to the river

then floated up above

This time a breeze loomed into my face

whispered to my ear venir jouer ici

sing the joy of flowers

birds will join us too

The faraway sands and the ocean will smile

the waves there will clash

it's nothing more than a dance

The music of the crickets

loud along the moorlands

warming nature's heart

The butterflies and moths

Just dance to this ode

The spirits in the clouds

Smile and stare aloft

As I land and feel the grass

a daydream that concludes

I open up these lamps

This is not a letter but It has a little truth

2010-12-31T20:49:00.002-03:00

Feliz Año Nuevo

Happy New Year

Bonne Année

Szczęśliwego Nowego Roku

Gott Nytt år

Ein Gutes Neues Jahr

Laimīgu Jauno Gadu

С Новым Годом

Срећна нова година

Gelukkig Nieuwjaar

Godt Nytår

Sretna Nova Godina

Black Swan

2010-12-21T22:39:00.001-03:00

2010-12-21T02:26:00.001-03:00

I had the craziest dream last night, about a girl who’s turned into a swan, but her prince falls for the wrong girl, and.. and she kills herself

The Black and the White Swan

2010-12-21T02:17:00.002-03:00

I just watched this movie, I'm dead now, she deserves the Oscar

2010-12-20T14:47:00.002-03:00

NPR reports on the discovery of a bee that builds tiny, multi-coloured nests out of flower petals. The rare solitary bee Osmia avoseta creates the cocoons out of a mixture of mud, flower petals and nectar. Each case holds a single egg.

2010-12-16T02:29:00.001-03:00

Memoires

2010-11-29T20:39:00.002-03:00

Yesterday I was putting in order my books, notebooks, etc. I came across with a lot of papers, chemistry guides, philosophy lectures, random sketches, things people wrote to me, various drawings, unreadable lettering, al sort of things I've put there through these past years.

In order to accomplish my duty, I started throwing them to the garbage, one by one, I remembered a moment, a feeling, a thought, I felt like I was not only throwing away just sheet of paper, I was throwing away a piece of me, what now is my past.

The mere thought of never having a class with my teachers again was really hard, no more of those texts about Kant, Aristotle, Plato, Freud, Nietzsche and so many other who make me think, and go deeper into my world.

Moving on is always leaving something behind, I really needed to get this out of my chest. Even though I already talked about this with Úrsula, I feel I ought to leave this somewhere I can reach easily.

This is what I'm feeling right now.

PS: I typed this in English just in case Lissy reads it :B

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2010-11-10T20:51:00.001-03:00

Hitler was a vegetarian

He didn't drink alcohol

He didn't smoke

2010-11-06T19:42:00.001-03:00

“At least you’ll never be a vegetable … even artichokes have hearts.” - Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain

2010-11-03T22:54:00.001-03:00

2010-11-01T22:33:00.000-03:00

2010-11-01T22:07:00.000-03:00

Fuck the Hell off!!

2010-11-01T21:14:00.000-03:00

People can be really obnoxious at times

2010-11-01T01:44:00.001-03:00

2010-11-01T01:07:00.001-03:00

panicking once again

Bollocks

2010-11-01T00:49:00.001-03:00

Los patitos dicen

2010-10-30T21:47:00.003-03:00

Food Tech es un programa de History Channel, encargado de mostrar la tecnología usada en la preparación de comida e ingredientes a gran escala, el que será de nuestro interés en esta oportunidad explica la "elaboración" de comida china, versión gringa.

Llegado el pato pekín (o pekinés, si se quiere) se exhibe un gran criadero, el conductor del programa se pasea entre patos y patas, éstos se alejan y el comienza su explicación al respecto, hablan de su reproducción y aspectos que no vienen al huevo, pero los huevos que si nos importan son los que las patas ponían cada día y eran sustraídos de los nidos, engañando a las madres haciéndolas pensar que nunca existió tal huevo advocándose nuevamente a poner más huevos y así el ciclo se repite cada día.

Estos huevos son transportados por una banda de goma como suele suceder en grandes fábricas, son enviados a unos carros donde son lavados, son luego refrigerados para mantenerlos de forma "latente" evitando su desarrollo, consiguiendo cantidades constantes y periódicas de huevos, al cabo de unos días son enviados a incubadoras donde se gradúa especialmente la temperatura y humedad con el fin de que eclosionen a gusto del encargado.

Este último, abre otra incubadora que se encuentra al fin del ciclo, llena de pequeños patos amarillos, parecidos a los de banco estado; el conductor del programa toma en su mano un huevo que si bien trizado aún no se abre, y se dedica a ayudar al polluelo a salir, levemente húmedo sobre su mano comienza a píar al igual que sus compañeros de celda, el conductor sin tapujos le da la bienvenida al mundo para luego devolverlo a la bandeja en la incubadora, diciendo que el nació con una finalidad, alimentar alguna familia en Estados Unidos.

Luego de unos comerciales, se muestran los criaderos de crecimiento de los polluelos, donde comen proteínas en altas cantidades para crecer rápidamente, a medida que avanzamos por las distintas jaulas, disminuye el consumo de proteínas para dar paso a carbohidratos que engordan al ya crecido animal.

He aquí donde viene la carnicería, se despluman, y luego se enceran para quitarles el resto de las plumas, luego se categorizan, a la manera tradicional, con cabeza, patas y órganos, y por otro lado, a lo gringo, sin referirse con esto a la ropa interior, se retiran los órganos, patas y cabeza, dando paso a un lavado final y al posterior empaque.

¿Qué se puede sacar en limpio de esto? Se crían animales hacinados, con la unica finalidad de alimentarnos.

Siento asco, falta conciencia.

Luego hablan de la salsa de ostras, que no tienen caras ni ojos, pero aún así la repulsión es extrema. Miles y miles de ostras molidas en un sólo mililitro de salsa.

Juzgue usted mismo

Se me pasó la mitad de la vida

2010-10-25T23:30:00.001-03:00

lo hicimos lo que no hicimos

lo que dijimos

lo que no dijimos

lo que nos arrepentimos

lo que no pudimos cambiar

lo que recordaremos

lo que quedará

lo que se me escapa como arena entre los dedos

2010-10-25T22:19:00.002-03:00

2010-10-25T00:00:00.000-03:00

And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can

2010-10-24T01:44:00.000-03:00

Just remembered

2010-10-17T00:52:00.002-03:00

I think I'm in a whole different point in my life

C'est la vie

I'm scared

I'm anxious

I live in the sky

I'm not Plato

But I've created a world of my own

I created a ladder to the clouds

When I got there I destroyed the path behind me

Now I'm in the cloud watching the world pass by from the distance

I'm not part of it

But I'm sort of calmed, I can rest in my cloud

Sometimes I feel lonely

Then I remember that's what I chose

And I have to bare with the consequences whether I like it or not

If you ever want to come to visit me

I'm in the second star to the left and straight on 'till morning

Crazy

2010-08-15T23:11:00.002-04:00

Well

2010-08-01T22:53:00.002-04:00

This has been a post

2010-05-10T22:34:00.000-04:00

fuck it!
fuck it!
fuck it!
screw this

2010-05-09T21:10:00.000-04:00

...

Vive la France

2010-04-25T22:23:00.002-04:00

Nouveau dessin :D

Je m'ennuie

très ennuie

2010-04-16T21:39:00.002-04:00

I don't know how I let this get to me, I feel like I'm falling nonstop, nonstop, nonstop.

As Icarus I tried to reach the sun, but my wings got burnt as I got closer. I'm really scared I might not make it through, I feel it's getting worse and worse while time passes by.

I really don't know how did I manage to be in this state, and it really saddens me to know that you're not what you seemed to be, you're not the people I believed you were, but the worst part is, I don't want you to be the people I remember.

I know I'm really fragile, but I hope I'm strong enough to let your memories fade away.

I hope I'm strong enough to even make it through this phase.

Just so you know

2010-04-11T21:00:00.002-04:00

I deleted my tumblr, it didn't feel real, and it was a bit too consuming, though I found amazing people there.

Well the point is I might update this one more frequently, but I need a nap before I start studying for history's test.

hidden

2010-03-16T01:50:00.001-03:00

now you can't see this blog from my profile because i'm using the account for a school one too, and since i don't want them to see this i hid it

2010-03-04T03:47:00.001-03:00

i'm supposed to blog about the earthquake, bullocks!

i'm cranky and bored

FUUU

Sleeping time

2010-02-09T10:15:00.003-03:00

I hate the fact that every single grown up I know, except for my psychiatrist, thinks that my sleeping hours are abnormal, I go to bed at 5am aprox and then wake up at 11 am, well this is only in vacations so why all the fuss about it?

I hate the way I wrote this and always will, but i'm not inspired. Not anymore.

Today is 9/02/10 aka 90210 aka beverly hills zip code

Blessed with lucky 7s

2010-02-03T01:08:00.003-03:00

I was born the seventh day of a month, I'm supposed to be intelligent and stuff

Well I don't even believe it anymore, all those lucky sevens that had been attributed to me seem an illusion, I'm lost, inevitably and indefinitely lost.

There you go with your lucky 7

I needed to vent

2010-01-22T02:37:00.003-03:00

This is my blog so I can do what I think it's best, right? That was a rhetorical question, so screw you if you don't want to read don't even bother to complain. I have no friends, and I mean it, so in this boring moment I wonder how the fuck did I get here? To this stage in my life where I can absolutely do nothing, I'm completely trapped by my stupidity. I dug a hole, at first to hide from this hurting world, but I've been hiding for too long and the exit is way too high for me to reach, so I just lay inside feeling self pity, depression, angst, remorse, misery and all those sorts of things.

And I really needed to get this thoughts out of my mind/chest, but since I've got no one to do it with I just vent here, tired of waiting for some never coming help, help I never really got, though they say I just didn't take it, well, for them, fuck you.

Better Later than never

2009-12-31T02:21:00.003-03:00

I'm really sorry i haven't posted anything here, but tumblr has consumed me completely lol.

So here you have a few pics I've found.

Cheap Publicity

2009-12-11T13:44:00.001-03:00

I've got a tumblr now thx to miss Cee Cee it's called Stiritupalilbit check it out sometime, like someday xd thx
randomness is all I'm up for

getting sthing out of my chest

2009-12-11T00:40:00.003-03:00

A veces necesitamos sacar ciertas cosas, el problema es que a veces las llevas tan fuera que ya no te pertenecen

en este momento estoy encerrado, por mis pensamientos, por mis miedos, mis errores, mis esperanzas y desesperanzas, pero por sobre todo expectativas de un futuro que probablemente nunca llegue

interview with myself

2009-12-09T00:42:00.003-03:00

Wednesday, December 9

Copied from Camille, you can check her blog out too :B

1. WHEN YOU LOOKED AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR TODAY, WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT?
I'm so sleepy why did i wake up so early

2. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU?
5ooo chileanpesos

3. A WORD THAT RHYMES WITH "DOOR"?
Gore?

4. FAVOURITE PLANET?
Neptune, the king of the seas

5. WHO IS THE 4th PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST ON YOUR MOBILE?
my cellphone doesn't reach a fourth person in the missed calls (it's nu, so ...)

7. WHAT SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A green Levi's polo shirt

8. DO YOU "LABEL" YOURSELF AS ANYTHING?
as a procrastinator

9. NAME THE SHOE BRAND YOU ARE WEARING.
no shoes, only socks

10. BRIGHT OR DARK ROOM?
Dark actually i can hardly see anything else than the monitor.

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TOOK THIS SURVEY?
mmm another bored person like mois

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
listening to random music, playing some facebook lame game

14. WHAT DID YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED ON YOUR MOBILE SAID?
no messages

15. WHERE IS YOUR MAILBOX?
Just in my imagination

16. A PHRASE YOU SAY A LOT?
lprostituirse es malo

17. WHO TOLD YOU HE/SHE LOVED YOU LAST?
has anyone ever told me that?

18. LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
a weird cushion

19. HOW MANY DRUGS HAVE YOU DONE IN THE LAST 3 DAYS?
2 pills in the morning one in the night and severall glasses of coke

21. FAVOURITE AGE YOU'VE BEEN SO FAR?
4 maybe

22. YOUR WORST ENEMY?
sports

23. CURRENT IMAGE ON YOUR DESKTOP?
a landscape with a tree in the middle and some fantasy lines and stripes around it

24. WHAT WA THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE?
ok adiós

25. IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN A MILLION BUCKS OR TO BE ABLE TO FLY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
fly:B

26. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
maybe

27. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO?
alejandro xD

28. IF THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE WAS GETTING SHOT AT, WOULD YOU JUMP IN FRONT OF THE BULLET?
yes

29. IF YOU COULD PUNCH ONE PERSON IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW, WHO WOULD IT BE?
spongebob, chucky and scarecrow

30. WHAT IS THE CLOSEST OBJECT TO YOUR LEFT FOOT?
my right thigh

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
in my right knee, surgery, remotion of a big mole

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
wall paper and paint

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
i think i sometime grind my teeth

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

too much to ask xD

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
nop

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
it's private so i won't answer.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
many things and people

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
my blanket, i sleep with it just like linus does

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
1.70m i've been told, but now officially measured

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
yes sometimes and with big crowds it only gets worse

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
nope

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
someone i don't want to name but they might know

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
i have too many of them

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
it doesn't matter, they all've been different

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?

i'd like to propose like jumping out of a plane or in the top of a mountain or something new.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?

depends on the ocassion, if it's just passing time i rather drink coffee but if it's like a party or so i don't think a cup of coffee would be apropriate

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese, extra cheese, cheesy pops, and more cheese

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a piece of marzipan

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
green

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Nope.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?

i think a letter someone gave me.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?

no i have tons xD

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
yes i can put both of my feet behind my neck and i can also do weird stuff with my fingers and hands and neck and... pretty much every joint

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?

don't know

25. WHO IS YOUR FAV FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
meryl streep/ jack nicholson

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET(S) RIGHT NOW?
yeah it's name it's dirt or florencia but we call her malicio

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
a tiny lil specie

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING
yes

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
4

31. BLONDS OR BRUNETTES?
somewhere in between?

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
one from aristoteles about friendship

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
searching it

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
yes.... but i'd like to be inside some day

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
too many to tell, they show by themselves

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
yes but not hollywood famous xD

37. FIRST JOB?
uncle's shop

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
i hope so

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
beeing bored

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yes

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
hair, inteligence. (¿?)

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
yes

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
maybe a nu cellphone or some clothes or shoes dunno.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
2 maximum 3, maybe trinidad or eloisa and dunno the boy name is harder

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes mum's brother who lived like 3 weeks

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
grease, every kind of

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
breaks?

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
do not remember the name something with sunflower i remember the drawing xD

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
absolutely hate it, though i like my stylographic pen writing it's very long and cool

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
mashed potatoes and sausage?

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
crack my neck, bare foot all day long, unhealthy food, sarcasm, trouble sleeping

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
you can't even imagine how much

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i don't think so

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
no, i do believe in commitment

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?

Yes it gives you important info about a person, but it's not the most important thing

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Crying or talking dunno, always with music

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
rule the world wuahaha..... em not? well dunno

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
a panda bear and a dog and a simba too and my batmans and my trains

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
more or less... 0

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
nope

63. DO YOU USE SCARCASM?
Me? how dare you?

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
long live the maccaroni

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
co, francisco, pancho, cococho, cocoldo, panchito, pelao

67. IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD IT?
flying

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?

house maybe.

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
killing them slowly and painfully in a very humilliating way

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
amaretto i think :B

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
yes

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
desktop and notebook

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
going to bathroom brush my teeth take off my contacts put on a pijama and sleep

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
france, monaco, england, new york

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
doesnt matter probably i won't read everyone's answer, id read just the ppl that matter

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
nothing :O:O it's a miracle!!

77. THE LAST THING YOU DRANK?
berries juice, artificially flavoured

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
carolina salinas

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes, neck, hands

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
music, music, music, tv, did i mention music?

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
comunism

82. Favorite season?
winter

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
anise ones

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
nop

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
light brown with weird shades of every color in the world

86. EYE COLOR?
brown

87. SHOE SIZE?
40 i think but i wear them bigger cuz it's comfy

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
mc donald's

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
dunno

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
not really

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
yes of course

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
don't have one

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
i know how to play severall but playing them is different..... i know flute harmonica zampoña ocarina some piano and a tiny bit of guitar

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
i'd be republican if i was american but i don't believe in things they do

95. KiSSES OR HUGS?

like the movie never been kissed i can only say hugs

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
repeat, believe in commitmet so relationship is the obvious answer

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
coke

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
im not a woman duh

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
none

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE?

non existing

Help(less)

2009-12-08T16:04:00.002-03:00

Right after you ate my heart
You ate my brain

Azufre y miel

2009-12-06T02:24:00.007-03:00

You ate my heart out

I don't know how to start this post, so as you can read, I'm writing that I don't know what to start with. Second I'd like to say that I'm not going to school at the moment all because of mental issues, no, not crazy, just depressed, no, not just, totally depressed. And I don't like talking about it but i really want to talk about the fact that everyone tell me that i have to make an effort, and put of my side in order to get better, but what they don't really get is that the very act of speaking with them is a big effort, breathing, waking up, and everything else.
I don't wanna turn this into a please understand me entry, so i wanna say that all i need, yeah like radiohead's song is that i closed the friendships and almost friendships office. The last category has a big list.

I forgot that i was talking about me not going to school, it's very relaxing not going to school

no tests, no homework (never did it, anyways), no waking up every day and not seeing some classmates is a relief for me.
I really tried, but i can't stand, some say i don't try, that i need to be more open, but i say what i think, but i can't afford saying everything i feel cause it gives someone else the power of hurting me, bad. Well it doesn't mean that they don't hurt me, but consciousness of it would make it all worse.

And I believe that i get attached too easily, but it's not mutual. And people sometimes say that i'm cold or stuff but it's just me protecting the inner me. And it all hurts, it feels like a big weight over my chest, it's not even metaphoric, it's real.

Dunno why nor how i turned this into a self therapy thing, but the truth is that, if life is about making mistakes, I've lived too much i guess.

El canto del Loco

2009-11-29T16:47:00.002-03:00

Si Matrix fue recargado, yo estoy recagado. Lisa y llanamente, to the bone.

Me da lata explicar todo.

Pero debo decir que sigo cometiendo los mismos errores, confiar, creer, esperar.

:B

2009-11-20T19:59:00.000-03:00

Blog temporalmente cerrado

There's a Cricket in my Room

2009-11-18T22:07:00.002-03:00

There's a cricket in my room
Singing sweetly his beautiful song
My lonesome company after this lonesome journey

They say crickets bring luck, I deeply hope that sentence is true.

Salt & ¿Sugar?, Suerte

2009-11-13T22:56:00.007-03:00

Creo que seré un poco redundante, pero así es mi existencia en esta etapa, estoy cansado emocionalmente, creo que soy tan inestable como nada en el mundo. Dicen por ahí que la suerte acompaña a quienes se esfuerzan por lo que quieren, quizás ese es el dilema

Wise men say, only fools rush in

You were always on my mind

You must have been kissing a fool
You are far
I'm never gonna be your star
I'll pick up the pieces
And mend my heart
Maybe I'll be strong enough
I don't know where to start
But I'll never find
Peace of mind
While I listen to my heart

Catch me up I'm getting out of here

F-U-C-K Y-O-U

2009-11-12T20:37:00.002-03:00

Estoy completamente harto de todo, de esperar, de creer, de tener que ver el tiempo pasar frente a mi sin poder detenerlo, de darle innecesaria importancia a ridiculeces que no le interesan a nadie.

Soy incapaz de aguantar el colegio, me resulta una experiencia en extremo tortuosa.

I can't stand it

Prostituirse es malo

2009-11-02T22:26:00.003-03:00

Conocen a las ostras? Bueno, me aburro como ellas.
Then the conversation stopped then I looked down at my feet, I was next to you and you were right there next to me (Yeah I know, unbelievable)
All these things that I've done

If you can't hold on, hold on.

Lit that babylon-candel up

2009-10-31T16:09:00.001-03:00

No Star can shine with a broken heart